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Between Guilt & Grace

  PROLOGUE There are stories we tell to survive — and then there are the ones we finally tell because we’re ready to live . This is not a story of triumph. It is a story of reckoning. I was born a daughter to a woman who didn’t want softness in the house. I was a sister to a girl who taught me how to laugh through closed windows and run down sidewalks like our legs belonged to someone freer. I was a child who learned early that safety could vanish in a blink, and that silence was often the only language allowed. I wasn’t always the victim. I wasn’t always the hero either. I was just a girl . Then a teenager. Then a mother too soon. A woman trying to disappear. A woman aching to be seen. This is not a clean story. It is not linear, or tidy, or fully redeemed. I didn’t always make the right choices. I didn’t always know how to stay. And yes — I left people I loved. But I also returned to myself. Piece by piece. I learned how to mother my children, but also the child inside me....