I am sensitive. I know this about myself. I’ve done my best to insulate myself from the cruelties of life. I prefer to keep my brain, and my heart, free from all the suffering of the world. Unfortunately, it’s just not possible for me to completely avoid current events, politics, and all the ways human beings hurt each other and the world around them.
Here’s the thing- even when I’m not out actively seeking the news, when I’m really trying to stay over here in my zen little lane- the damn news is everywhere. I used to think that watching the news, reading up on current events, and so on made me a “well informed citizen”. What it actually made me was afraid. Afraid of terrorists, nuclear weapons and the swine flu. I was afraid of lots of invisible enemies I didn’t even know I had.
Left unchecked, fear can become a powerful force in our lives. When we live in constant fear, we are not able to make choices that reflect our true nature, which is always love. Fear is the antithesis of love– the two cannot exist in the same space. Fear literally silences the still small voice inside us, disconnecting us from our internal guidance. In that space we are in survival mode everyday- like sitting ducks just waiting for the next bad thing to happen. If we allow fear to be our ruler for a long period of time, it will eventually turn into anger. The anger comes from frustration, feeling powerless, and the anxiety of always feeling unsafe in our environment. This creates a cycle of being afraid because bad things are happening, then more bad things happen because people are afraid. It’s like a merry-go-round of fear, anger, hate, and unthinkable acts that create more fear.
How can we stop the violence, the hatred, the ignorance– all the things that come from this perpetual fear? I wish I had an easy answer. I wish I could just toss a great big handful of hippie dust up in the air and magically make everyone return to their natural state of love. I wish we could replace anger and hate with acceptance and understanding. I wish every person in America could feel truly free. I wish fear would vanish from our world. I have to believe that this is possible. The alternative is just too sad for me to face.
In a world full of noise, where the loudest voice wins– I will shout love from the rooftops. No matter how hard the media tries to make me fear my earthly neighbors, I will embrace them as divine, eternal souls sharing this human experience with me. This is the only way to stop the fear machine, and begin to live in freedom and peace with one another.
MLK said, “Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.” Fifty years later, this has never been more true. We have to get off the fear machine, and learn to love one another.
Well....I think I have successfully convinced myself. Thanks for being an audience to a rally of one.
